Ever felt like nothing will work out even if you are putting in the effort to make it happen?
This is just another day to get better and focus on your own craft. But you felt like you are walking on a rope that it’s going to make or break you as well. You are thinking of not giving up but still you feel uneasy in the middle of the night asking yourself to give more. And you know that you need rest too.
You are getting impatient. And it’s up to you to turn that weakness into strength. You can use that feeling of impatience to give more into the day and set healthy boundaries to stop and rest. Because if you rest, the more productive you can be to giving it your all.
As for me, I am getting impatient too. Because I wanted to see the results already when I haven’t committed long enough still. I have to remind myself that I am doing this not for the intention to be liked but for me to embrace and express myself more.
Browsing suggestions and watching videos online are truly confusing. It leads you one thing to another and then after you know it, you already fed yourself a lot of information that you don’t even know what to process.
There’s no perfect route. You do your own thing. Get better on it every day. Put in the hours and you have to stay at the moment to enjoy the journey.
Play one song that connects to you and feel the feeling. Start living by being truly present. My wish is that we listen to our hearts more than our minds. With the healthy balance of heart and mind, we can come up with an idea of which to take.
I know that you are being practical about earning money. But what is money if you lost yourself. These are things that money can buy.
Yes, to self expression. Yes to creating. I think that’s one of the antidote of overthinking. Wherever you are, I hope that your heart starts to say things that you want to do again.
I hope that it will give you the spark to do the things you’ve always wanted to do that you you always tell yourself not now. The time is now, do it in simple ways.
” Get started and start living the life you want. Break free! “
That sense of relief. You need to discipline your thoughts.
This is battle with yourself. Only you can free from those chains.
Stay on course.
It’s You vs. You.
-Micah
Artsytravellerph | March 24, 2025 | 6:58 PM | FSJ | British Columbia